I Write What I Fell

The power of writing is an amazing grace!
It is wonderful that the alphabet have been created and
we have our own language to speak about,
especially the feeling of the heart.

How many times, that I was able to touch one soul and developed a certain kind of feeling...
love...emotion...grudge, hate, admiration, doubts...and knowledge??

I create my own journal everyday thru' my diary.
Keeping one since I was twelve (12)!!!

It's a great feeling of joy every time I write sweet verses of my heart...
touching heart even from far distance..

I fall in love, fall out of love?
hatred once enveloped my heart when jilted from a beloved?
Mean and grudges when I was used and dropped like a hot potato of the people whom
I entrusted my sincerity and affectionate bondage of love...
suffered the consequences and upset and yet passed the hardest ordeal of my life

my own everyday journal, my event for the day...I'm always writing down everything ..
talking to myself...thru' a paper and pen...or by my Com---

and some days ago, I'd decidedly written my daily entry in the midst of the farm,
under the trees..
While the wind was gazing browsing upon my face...
the cool breeze coming from the farm
and the open space made me inspired to write and write...more.....!!!!

I miss My Mom painfully , she was my faithful writer!

during her days, she was writing to me almost 4 times a week,
via Air Mail from the Philippines to Germany!!!

I got the energy and genes from her...A writer of the heart

I always write, even sending emails everyday to my love...
Events' there is No response Sometimes but I still keep going on, why??

this is the $65.00 question in my mind? maybe you will say I'm crazy...Wow!!!

but do this....

a note from me...

every time you feel something inside, insecure ..
and you want to reach the heart of the one you love...
write down everything what's in your mind,
heart...provoke yourself to do more...
and tell everything what you incredibly wish for...crave for...

are you in love?? suffering from the lost of your loved-one...
dilemma...predicaments...family matters... jobs

feeling of loss...lost or abandoned? used?---In Love, very much In Love!!!!

hey, just write honey.-))

coz' there's nothing wrong speaking about the detailed parts of your well-being and soul...
thru' writing your heart speaks in silence thru' writing..

then even it has not been read or even it's just a mere look of your journals
haven't reached the person concerned, at least;
you're able to touch his soul in your own mind....

then burn the papers afterwards you'd put the pen on the paper...black and white....

"Then you will feel better..

But make sure... tell it before it's too late..

maybe he is just waiting for you for so long....just meek and silent...

I was already wondering whom to give my diaries when I die one dayhmmmm---

Writing as I have been taught about...

is the best medicine of the soul

I will write as long as I live

(by: Bella Filipina)

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